~HypnotizedVibez~

Just trying to get myself back on top... It's been extremely hard for me most of my life and I am so tired and I just want to be happy and make the most of what time I have left but I have never been to this low... I am really trying HARD to find a reason to not just throw in the towel... I'm sorry, I am just being honest and transparent with my situation. It's been a ridiculously detrimental series of unfortunate events that just hasn't changed yet. I am very respectful and I will do whatever I possibly can to help anyone that I can. Too big of a heart, resulting in a lot of pain. I don't deserve to be in the situation I am not sure if I can make it out of this time... This is NOT who I am, I have lost myself, and I don't know how much longer I can do this. I have been displaced AGAIN for reasons beyond my control, and I don't have much time to try and not be on the street... Alone.. Again... I am originally from MD. I spent every single dime to get out of the situation I was in. I had enough for 1 week at least but I don't know what the future holds for me come next Friday... I am on Disability and I have guaranteed income. Unfortunately I have had to do whatever I could do to survive and support myself. I have NO idea how to proceed to keep a roof over my head till the 30th of this month. I don't have transportation but it's not stopping me from trying to get Any sort of employment and at least Try and make it. My husband and is incarcerated and we were under the impression he was being released this week and I just got the news that he will be there for much longer than expected... I have health issues and he's been my savior and I wouldn't be here today without him but I am so scared of the unknown but I have to believe that I will get through this because I have always been a come back queen lol I am officially out of options... I really just need to catch a little break but I don't think good people still exist I promise you I am a rare breed and I have always had nothing but the best intentions for everything I do... And it seems that everything I touch goes sideways in the worst way possible... I am not looking for anything but someone to trust me. And give me a least the chance to get it together... I don't lie, I am potentially too honest with others but life is Waay too short to waste time and not just be honest... If it's a problem for anyone that's not my fault keep it moving... I'm all about positive vibes and good times... Of course my bills are priority but if I can get a chance to... I'm always down for a little fun. I love to laugh and I will have you rolling most definitely 😁 I mostly would keep to myself while I try to get it together. My room is my favorite place to be. And I can't not have my tunes.. lol I am really just a real chill hippie chick that won't ever act my age, I am a Medical patient I have my Weed card and it is the reason why I haven't been gone.. I don't like taking a bunch of meds and I find it is the most important part of my mental health and my peace of mind that I don't have negative effects attached. If I haven't scared you off yet, you won't be sorry I am extremely realistic and honest with my situation. This is my last ditch effort... Failing is NOT an option. It's All or nothing right now and I am a hell of a fighter. My stubbornness is definitely one of the biggest reasons that I have to do whatever it takes... But I won't EVER go THAT! I just don't get down like that, I don't want free, I pay my own way or I don't do it, whatever the case but just know, I am plotting a way to pull it off and I will! Lol sorry for the 45 minutes either of us will ever get back 🤣
If you are still reading this, I believe it is for a reason. I am a firm believer in Karma and I won't EVER knowingly put myself in a situation I'm not feeling... I got some shit with me lol but who doesn't... As long as no one is effected in ANY type of way, unless of course it's their own decision. I do whatever TF I want to do to make sure I have a little bit better day than yesterday. You are never gonna meet someone quite like me... In the best way possible!!!
I don't even know how I got this message out, I struggle with getting out exactly the right words a lot but but I don't have nothing else to lose at this point...
We can get together and smoke about it... Lol see how it goes... Fuck it... Ohh also I know I have a trash mouth but I have also have common sense to not speak like that around certain people... But this is who I am, at least I can say I have made it this far, with no assistance.. but I am officially breaking down and doing what I said I would never do... I'm basically begging to find a person that has a heart still and understanding of my situation and we can hopefully help each other! That's what's up over here and I am going to leave it at that. Please don't hesitate to ask me whatever you think of, and I will happily answer without hesitation.
Thank you so much for your time and consideration. I look forward to the possibility of actually hearing from you soon! 🤞

Sincerely,
Megan Strevig
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